♥ Wednesday, January 23, 2008♥
Hell, just finished my white blood cell assignment. Too complicated for me to understand everything. Feeling so tired right now. Need to hang up my call with dear after talking speaking for 2 sentence. Cause i'm too busy for that. Sorry! Knew u abit disappointed about that. Now then i realised i didn't even replied your message also. So so sorry. Sorry ne. I kept neglecting u this few days. If u were to see my blog u will be damn happy i think. 1st time i'm saying so much sorry to u even though it's through blog. Haha. Now that i understood why u want to sign on. It's now for your future but ours. So glad to hear that. Hope to settle down everything before 24 yrs old. Anyway sorry for that day i spoilt ur day because of my breakfast and lateness. Too much of quarrel these few days. Hope this weeks everything will go fine. Hmm..... Supposed to go bai bai last saturday but itas our outing day so had to turn my mum down without thinking so much. Came to think about it, whenever i said to pray i alway didn't go, in the end i alway injured myself badly. And it's not purposely but accidently. So weird and eerie. Thinking of going Bugis temple to pray this saturday, this time i ask dear to reminds me. To ling, it's hard for me to tell u everything of me cos sometime i don't open up myself. That's what i hate about myself. And yet u understand tt. Your alway siding me and that made me feel very comfort when i'm in a confused state. Thanks. To dear, i realised i'm been depending on u too much. Now i become very lazy, everything must do myself if not at home i alway get scolded for all the stupid things. I know u abit mad at me for friday actually can go out but in the end need to stay at home and rest cause of me. Sorry lohz. Not my fault u know, can help people ma. So it's a good thing. Hehe. Shall wait for your call to wake me up in the afternooon later. Night
MISSING U... @
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