eiko

Scariest day of my life

2008-08-17T01:00:00.000-07:00

Scariest day of my life 17/8/2008

Meet my boy straight after knocking off work at 7pm. Decided to watch meat train with him as promised. Head off to douby ghout for my white umbrella. But it's not toally what i want as it's not transparent. Went cineleisure for the movie ticket. Still left much time upon our movie, so i bought him to lucky plaza to find my working colleague. Suddenly my dear wanted to buy $1 ice cream at those push cart along the road side. There comes my nightmare.

From far saw 2 ah lian sitting down at a banch along the walking path in front of lucky plaza, a malay guy supposed to be a philiphino i guessed. Walked towards them and keep murmuring. I thought he was just wanting to buy cigarette or something. While walking passed them my eye still couldn't leave sight from them. Suddenly the guy touches 1 ger. The 2 gers look so shocked. So me and my boy stood just in front of them as we were curious. Hehe. Human nature i guessed. They quickly walked away from him as the guy sat at their sit. Conincidently i heard the ger being touched said "he asked me for how much?" So my boy and me actually stood in the middle of 2 parties. The way he walked after he stood up to find the 2 gers after that, i knew he was drunk. He tried to make contact with her again. Surprisely my boy came up from nowhere and grabbed the philiphino guy waist. He struggled for a few times to release his own waist from my boy hand. ! funny thing i saw during that process. My umbrella was hanging on my boy arm. OMG! The 1st thing that strike to my mind was to save my umbrella 1st with my left hand as my right hand still holding on to my ice cream. His left hand also holding on to the ice cream while he uses right hand to grabbed hold of that guy. Soon after my boy released him. Lolz. I think he was freaked out and quickly walked away. Could see that my boy was annoyed by that. My boy still holding on the ice cream went up to him and pulled him back by pulling his shoulders. Crazy fellow. By that time i did not notice there's actually quite a number of people noticing us. So embarrassing. My boy asked him for his ic. Do u know what the philiphino replied? Sorry sorry, let me go back to philiphine. LOLZ.

My boy released him as long as he dont disturb the 2 gers. I dont know what my boy were thinking sometimes. That guy already walked in a different direction where the gers were standing. My boy still followed the guy into the shopping mall. I kept calling ping for 4 to 6 times, he doesn't respond to me AT ALL. Wa, my blood nearly boils. Afraid that he couldn't control himself , i quickly ran up to him and grabbed his arm, to let him know there's a pressence of me. I told him that the guy was drunk and he knew that thoughout the whole incident. We turned back and after we decided not to follow the guy anymore we saw the 2 gers was using the phone. So my boy asked them are they calling the cops, 2 ah lian replied, "no, they calling people to come down to wrack him" -_-ll. Orchard is so big, how to find. Haiyo. Cute!

Luckily we were not late for our movie. On the way back to cineleisure, i asked him why he want to interrupt to this matter. He said he thought they were my friends. lolz. I said no, they aren't. lolx.

There's 1 incident in the past during dinner at long john silver,a couple sitting next beside me and my boy keep looking and smiling to us. So my bf asked whether was it my friend or whatever. I couldn't remember whether was it or not. So my boy got pissed off and went up to them after they left long john silver to asked what was so funny about us that they need to keep smiling and laughing to us. After communicating the ger mentioned that she work with me during IT show. So it supposed to be my friend? Haha. We quickly walked away from them as it's so embarrassing to make a misunderstanding.

Today's incident of what my bf did was right and Doesn't deserve a lecture from me. Good job!
Most funny thing was he mistaken that those 2 ger were my friends haha. Upon reaching home, i asked him why he get angry when i haven even gets angry of what the guy did to the ger. He replied, he like to give people 2 chances. Somemore it's my friend, how could he stand them and watch show. The moment i heard from him mentioning those 2 were my friend, i reminded him again they aren't my friends. This was the chance for me to make fun of him. I asked him, Me as your gf, looked at me from head to toe, which part of me couldn't compare with them even though those 2 were beautiful. Haha. Luckily the ans was not disappointing at all. LOLZ.

MY BOY:

Today was so scaring, not knowing that you suddenly came in front of me to grab hold of that guy when u supposed to stand beside me and observe 1st. I will worry till heart attack. Luckily that guy doesn't carry weapon. If not i would faint immediately. So dangerous. Sometimes really scared u will lose control of yourself, not even knowing what you are doing. Dont like this ok. Alway imagine a picture of me in your mind chanting at you. Just now when i kept calling your name, looking at your backside hoping that you will respond but when you didn't, it really scared me. Please control your temper ok? :)

2008-05-04T22:51:00.000-07:00

Wow, i been two months since i stopped blogging. So many things happened around me. Frustrated, start with my boss. once in a while will ask me about her performance. So i said everthing then doesn't pleased me at all in the end she keep debating with me, so FINE. If u want people to comment about urself then dont debate but accept the fact. So i learnt my lesson, instead of telling her straight i speak up to my 1st boss. He tried to solve the conflict between me and her. My boy knew long ago, he doesn't understand my working stuff, so he tried to understand me attitude towards after work everyday. Working with her is totally tiring, 2 manpower equivalent to 1. So what if i'm new to this line doessn't mean i won't speak out talk back to "in charge". since you are a person with a post, then do the things "in charge supposed to do, but not push eveything to ur staff and sit there and received credits. Felt so suffocated.

Went to meet my good friend previous to help him settle his problem. You asked me do i hate her? It's not that i dislike the person. You could see from the past whatever you do i'd supported you all the way through. Not that you do wrong things i wont say. Just wanting you to know. You might be freaker minded, but what i see is cleared and simple. So dont forget if there's no others supporting ur decision there's alway the speacial, there's me. HAHA!

My BOY
I been saving up money as much as i could for our future. but just tolerate for awhile can? And please don't cook noodles and put ice after that directly for it to cold so i could eat it because i was damn hungry. But of my tongue piercing alot of food i love was banned. But after all i still heck care the 3rd day after getting sick and tired of porridge i had kfc. HAHA! good luck to your soc.

Nice?

At his friend bbq

Drink drink and drink. Unhealthy coloring drinks

Forever playing com

Obsesses

Ferry wheel, Had a bad quarrel after watching it

Me and Jennifer

During work

That's my wallpaper for now!

2008-04-06T10:24:00.000-07:00

Pardon me for not updating my blog for so long. Busy of work recently. It's been 3 weeks since i started. Time flies and also alot of thing and rumors i heard. Everything is peaceful now. Haha. Actually i don't know where to start recalling where i stopped blogger. But nvm, start with the lastest then. Yesterday was my off day, and woke up quite early to bai shen lo to search for travel guide for tokyo. It's not very specfic so i didn't plan to buy it. Took down some website from the guide book and do some research at home with the help of those website. Smart right? haha. The map me and dear saw was so big, need 2 people to hold in order to see the district of certain part of tokyo. After that, to our surprised we walked safely without getting lost direction from bugis to marina square. My boy finally improved tremendously, wahaha. Still can debate with me about the direction in the end i lost. Went to world travel to take a look about guide book of tokyo. Found something i really love, about dictionary and translator for tourist guide. But so sad, it's out of stock. Alway like tt, things doesn't go smooth for me. Leaved down my contact no and name for return call. Something wrong with my contact lens after that, it's hurts. Bused back home to rest, straight away fallen asleep. By the time i woke up it's already 10+. My boy wasn't beside me like he used to when i'm sleeping. Felt so lost, and i phoned him up. He could tell me he's outside with alex on the way to hougang for something, my mind went blank for awhile. Dont even know why i'm so mad about it suddenly. Told him not to come back my house. I'm so pissed till i went out alone to smoke to cool myself down. Then realised my house key was with him. Luckily got spare key. After 1 an a half hour decided to go home, as i was hiding somewhere where i could viewed my house from the opposite blk. On the way home, heard ll voice, So conincidence, she and her bf going to buy so supper at 711. So i went along. Suddenly ll spotted my boy and alex at ldf, so i had no choice to show my face. i was like what the hell. Before i left my house, he msged me that he will be back asap, but what is he doing sitting down at ldf when he told me that. Ok fine, i don't want to make things difficult for him in front of every1. Talked when we backed at my house. Quarrelled for awhile and i'm too tired to talk back, so everything was agreeable. Tired after working so many days. Nights

2008-03-16T23:50:00.000-07:00

Finally she done with her shopping with her friends at orchard, just nice i just woke up from my sleep. Phoned me up as she coming tampines to meet me. Waited for her an hour at mrt control station, cause of her phone low batt i can't contact her. So no choice but to wait till she arrived. Luckily god knows that i'm so bored, he planned so event near there. I follow the music to a group of young malay teenager playing nice music using drums etc. Stood there for half an hour and finally saw her. Headed for tm to shop as well as finding my jobs. Shop for 2 hr, headed home cos of her tiredness throughout the whole day. Again waited for amanda to come my house. This time round without asking me how to get here, she appeared at my doorstep. Met up with lyn near interchange,drove us to sheri block. Finding our way there had a conflict with lyn but it came out to be a misunderstanding. Suddenly i just released my anger from nowhere that i couldn't control. I have no idea abit it. Quarrelled with my boy also. So myself home leaving them to go changi to have fun. Phoned my boy, he sounded so depressed and asked whether can he come my house. So i said ok. Haha. Once i opened the door for him, knew that he comfirm went drinking before that. That's what i hated. Didn't screw him up but listen to his explaination, and again it's a misunderstanding. Everything went find again. Both laid on my bed to watch the lastest show in my computer. No pictures for today! T_T

2008-03-15T23:58:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was informed by li ling tampines in charge told me to go interview at simei i.p zone. My boy accompanied to fill up form at there when we in the middle of fight from this morning. So sickening. Even the stuff working at i.p zone knew that i and my bf was fighting over something. So embrassing. Finally it's movie time after cooling down from the quarrel. Watch water house ended i'm so irritated by the people around us, talking loudly. Oh ya, there is an idiot with his wife and daughter sitting next to us, eventually i heard whatever comment he made on this show. He seem like the director u know? Before any exciting scene he seem like knowing what going to happen and said it so loud his his deep voice. Irritating dumbass. Annoying, even my boy also noticed it, and make the sound "shh". That the worst thing of all, he doesn't care at all and continue his story telling. What a spoiler. Met up with amanda after movie for clubbing. MOS before 11 it's $6, but we were late and had to pay $23 for gers $28 for guys. So i think it's not worth, as me and my boy wanted to save money for my working expenses. Another place called artica, It's so nice and it's free entry before 11.30 that's what i heard. It's so cool in there. 2nd lvl was for trance. We've been dancing like mad and shaking ur head like on ecstasy. Haha so dizzy after that. Went back home early with my boy, and my father was eating at geylang for supper came to fetch us home.

But overall i had a lot of fun. Credits to Lyn,Kitty,Amanda and my boy. Love u guys. Thanks for teaching and giving me so much fun in this 6 months. Whenever i with u guys i know and understand the truth meaning of maddness. I'll will remember what crazy stuff u guys did in school and outside school. Pole dance in mrt! 1st friends i had in my whole lifetime doing this. THANKS THANKS!!!!

2008-03-13T23:00:00.000-07:00

Kitty woke up by asking me whether she should travel back woodlands to take her passport for school admin thing. So there goes my lovely sleep. In the end stoning next to her watching her using computer for blogging. Cant fall asleep again, i'm waiting for her like 2hrs to get her ass out of my house for lunch. Keep mentioning she's hungry but she still continuing her blogging. Poor me had to eat snacks before lunch. Brought her to eat lor mee. Haha, since me and her haven eat it for a long time. Glad that she love it. Freaking bloated after eating 2 bowl of it and toast bread. Back home, rested for awhile while waiting for amanda to come my house and carried on with our next activities. Went east coast park in stead go going lao ba sa to eat. Compared ku ching beaches and our beach here was totally different according to her. Our sand was hard and look fake not like their sand will buried will feet. Cant wait to see it. Spend an hour there, cabbed to orchard tower next, to watch tranny. Today trannies not as good looking as the last time i went with amanda. Didn't see my taiwanese but happen to be a vietmanese. She or should i call she as a him look so chinese to me. Too bad no fate. Felt so tired and headed home.

Pestering amanda?

Having a stroke or cramp on the face?

Sleep sleep and sleep

Potential blogger.

Look so lost. She look like an aunty right with my spect on her.

Dinner time at 844

At ecp beach

Took in the toilet

Playing fose ball

2008-03-12T12:00:00.000-07:00

Last paper for the everything! Haha. Best but sad, it's the end of school. For math and physics for sure gone case. It's a 1hr 30min paper and i'm done in 30mins. Am i a geninus? haha indeed, i'm. Feeling tired after not sleeping well for my sleeping posture at lyn house. It's so cramp sleeping with kitty in a single bed. Imagine her size took up 3/4 of it. A few times still awaked by the vibration she caused of her body, she alway dreamt that she fall from a a certain height. That's scary. Reached my house and collapsed on my bed. The plan for today was clubbing at night instead of slacking at boon lay hostel. Woke up and met up with amanda for movie at cineleisure, RULE NO. 1. Haha alot of scary part scare the shit out of amanda. So funny, i've been laughing at her reaction, asked her not to watch for $2 scene when she bought the movie ticket at $8.50. Timid ger, but kawaii. Met up with lyn and kitty at mac while they chill and relax at there. Actually planned to watch tranny at ochard tower but lyn and kitty was so scared. Kitty told us the tranny in malaysia used to chase after their cars trying to hop onto the car. LOLz. Can imagine the scene. Finally, double o club for me but the sad thing of all was amanda couldn't go in, she not yet 20. It's not fun without her in there dancing her own style. The music there was so cool, recognised all the song being played. Went for another club in 1 hotel at orchard but the age limit was 25 years old for ladies. So of course we couldn't go in and headed home. Enjoy the day. Amanda, let's enjoy the days left before kitty go back malaysia. Time is precious. Kitty staying over at my house tonight hehe. Hentai is coming!!! Enjoyed.

i'm rabbit, she look like a kissing machine.

Normal us

Everyone

Trying to be model?

Normal

Cute

What's wrong

Waiting for lift

On the way to town
Amanda&me

Nice smile u have

After club

Sitting at a corner to relax our blood circulation after club

2008-03-11T20:39:00.000-07:00

The most craziest friends i ever had

2008-03-09T01:34:00.000-08:00

Felt so tired after waking up, feel like going back to sleep again, had no choice but to accomanpy him for the day. Done with preparing ourself ,we took train to orchard for our movie. We were so late to buy the ticket for sky of love and it only left with 1st few row. So i bought the ticket for 7pm instead of 4.20pm. Meanwhile, eaten long john silver, acarde. Time passes so fast. Saw a movie poster which we found it cute. Kung fu panda. Pictures below and you will understand. I told my boy the panda haven start fighting already with two injuries on it eye. And again, he cried while watching the movie. Haiyo, What a emo boyfriend i had, still blame me for wanting to watch this show. Lolz, it's 4 star rated show ok, of course it's worth watching it.

Cute right?

Description
br>
Sky of Love is adapted from the hugely successful cell-phone novel that moved 11 million to tears. After losing and then retrieving her cell phone, attractive high school student Mika begins to receive calls from an anonymous admirer. A summer-long phone romance leads to an eventual meeting with cool guy Hiro but their happy days soon pass as troubleis on the horizon.

Yucks

Boy Boy

Us

Just before the movie starts

After movie planning to go home, During the journey back. Received call from racheal, informed that she was messaging to alex, alex told her he felt so dizzy after that received no replied from him. Asked me to check out on him. Hunged up with her and bombed alex phone, but no one answer. Must be sleeping again. Went to alex house to knock at his window. Knocking for 5 mins and waking him up outside his house. So weird. But no choice without his keys we couldn't go in. Finally he woke up and passed us his keys. He seem so weak Can't even stand properly and had to squad whenever he walked for a few steps. Planned to do some study at his house, so send my boy to my house to take my books and stuffs while i stayed at his house to cook food for him before he could eat his medicine. His parents had went back to grandma house at malaysia. That's when friends at this point is needed. 1st time cooking a real meal for friend. Luckily it's edible. Yet he still complained, not wanting to eat it when i asked him to. Wanted me to see whether i get stomachache after eating. He's such a baby. He didn't waste any bits of rice and my effort are not paid off. : ) Sleeping time. Hehe. Nights.

2008-03-08T21:26:00.000-08:00

It's friday again. So far 3 paper had finished. Met up with my boy at woodlands and headed striaght home. Went for job interview before that and the sale in charge told me to wait from monday onwards for an answer. Anyway planned for tomorrow will be going town to watch movie as my movie that i mentioned at my whishlists. Koizora ( sky of love ). Hehe. Did study abit for physiology which is on monday.

Falling asleep during studying for his law notes.

Ignore my camera shot. Bet he's really tired.

2008-03-08T21:18:00.000-08:00

It's friday again. 3 paper are done. So glad while it still left another 3 to go. After taking a nap at lyn place met up with my boy at woodlands and headed home by bus. Planned to watch the show i listed on my wish.

2008-03-06T23:38:00.000-08:00

Today is the most terrible day of all. Eating sleeping eating and sleeping at lyn house. It's sound like i'm having probation. 11pm started studying 8 chapters in 1 goal finished at 4am in the morning. Load to mermorise but once i know what going on in DNA, it's quite fun. Away from home for 3 days.

3am in the morning burning midnight oil for the upcoming test at 10 am
Haha

That the position of kitty while using the computer

2008-03-05T23:28:00.000-08:00

Normal day for me again, meet everyone at lyn place to have dinner. After dinner kitty went to sleep, so left me and lyn finding way to keep ourself awake for stayed up studying bioinformatics. Settled down at a void deck near her house with our drinks, red bulls. It's really helped to keep us awake and reckless. We trying our best to help each other
mermorise things. Didn't have a single sleep and went school for our test. Did quite badly, and leave some blanks which i don't know how to do it. After that went straight back to lyn place to grab some sleep. By the time i woke up, it's only 7pm. slept for like 4 hours? Gosh! Had dinner again and slack outside which supposed to start studying for friday test, molecular cell biology. End of day. Nights nights every1 in this room is sleeping except me. T_T

2008-03-04T14:02:00.000-08:00

Did badly for chemistry test. Haiz. Off to queensway to have subway. Forever subway for kitty. Cabbed to boon lay, kitty hostel to sign out her room. Done by 5pm. Everyone was having so much fun at level 3, another friend of lyn staying there. Make me feel like a chalet. And again playing a song will make amanda,kitty,especially lyn to do sexy, seducing dance. Can't denied that her dancing was great, and felt turned on. lol. After kitty things was done, headed to lyn place to had dinner and study abit for upcoming test, bioinformatics which is on wed. Went back home by bus with amanda and 1 of our friend, back again home sweet home.

A man da : just let it move slowly, be paitent. Whatever you want just say clarify with him. Move on! chill lax!

Giantic and mini

!st day at lyn house. I looked like some kind of villager

2008-03-03T07:21:00.000-08:00

Kindly busy after picking up some chapters on chemistry, phone lyn to explain to me the alkanes naming chain. Heard kitty was back from MY to her house, call my dad up to fetch me to woodlands. In half an hour later i reached her placed and parted from my dad. Finally i'm done with all the chapter. Credit by kitty and lyn. Slept in a single bed with kitty. It's the worst experience over so many after staying at kitty hostel for some time. 1st thing caught my attention that annoyed me was she snoring, from the softer tone to the loudest. Trying my best to ignored it, but it's still irritating to get into sleep. Sleeping is so important. Luckily i did brought a useful weapon of mine, that's my smelly bolster. I used that to place at her mouth to reduce the noise hoping she have some respond, but it's doesn't affect at 1st. So i tried the second time, this time round i wont be so lenient, i swing my bolster over to cover her mouth. Guess what? her reaction was only "hmm", adjusting her body a little. I was squashed up by her body weight, she occupied 3/4 of the bed leaving me 1/4 to flip and toss at a limited space. Can't stand it for long, so wake her up to tell her to give me more space to sleep. Her reply, was "sorry, forget you sleeping beside me" after i heard this, i was like omg u forget? meaning all the while u sleeping without knowing the pressence of me? lol. Looked like she tired from her 1hr flight journey from ku ching to singapore. That's her excuse for letting her so tired. Kitty,you are so humorous and hilarious. Slept at 4am. Poor thing of me :)

2008-02-26T22:45:00.000-08:00

Felt like i'm back in the past, waking up at night and staying up till the next morning. Meet alex for dinner, do some studies for upcoming exams. Don't even have the mood for studying. End up chatting. 1 litre of tears took him a few hours to finish since he skipped school at night. I asked him about his msn nick which was " price of watching 1 litre of tears=2 litre of tears " Guessed that he cried throughtout the whole show. LOLZ. The way he describled while he cried during the show was so cute. Hanging a tower around his neck to soak his tears. Came to think of it, when i watched the show i hugged my boslter, like some1 who are closed to me. He so crazy over the show ost. Planning to collect everything regarding the show after his next pay day. Went home after that cause i get distracted by the environment easily.

2008-02-25T22:29:00.000-08:00

Planning to play warcraft with alex at his house after i woke up at 7pm. So headed to his house, but somehow couldn't connect from his com to my com. What a waste! Ended only me playing warcraft. Nearly 1am and we left nothing to do. So watched 1 litre of tears till in the 7am in the morning. That the end of the day.

My fav corn

2008-02-24T23:56:00.000-08:00

It's a torture to wake up so early with outside scorching tenselessly. Back to queensway with my boy to buy my book, a walk to remember by nicholas sparks. Bought him, dear john by same author. Even though i watched the movie for a walk to remember, as it's really nice. But i don't feel like missing any bits of interesting parts that happened in the books. It's time for him to leave for his army. Went back to his house to packed his stuffs. Meanwhile alex was at my house to continue my com. Walked to alex house few traffic lights away from my house to complete the last download of driver for my com. Finally it's done at 2am. Once again home sweet home. wahaha. It's working perfectly now. Oh ya, received a msg from my boy telling me the storyline of the story to where he stopped. Told him there will a test from me after he finished the books and he been looking forward to it.LOLZ! Actually i just simply say but he take it so seriously.

2008-02-23T01:07:00.000-08:00

Not a good day in fact for today. Afternoon after i woke up meet alex and li ling under li ling for lunch. Went alex to print out li ling photos and helped out with my com. Troublesome dell com. Alex been helping me to fix the com for days. So nice of him. As he needs to buy charger for his song digital camera, headed to sim lim square to buy it. So cheap. It's cost only $33 but of cos it's imitation not original. Sony original asseseries forever cost $100+. Dear suggested to watch movie, jumper at tampines. I had no comments about it. So back to our hometown. Dear sensed something wrong with me. But i choose not to quarrel with him cos it's his saturday. But i cant hold back myself to spilled everything out of me. We quarrelled from the start till the end of the movie. Didn't really know what going on in the movie. Consider a big fight till now. He really made me damn pissed, and i msg aaron to ask where he was. My boy saw what i msg him and 2nd quarrel come in while the 1st quarrel haven ended yet. Haiz. In the 1st place he asked me to find aaron, and i didn't want to go. But the tone of his saying and shouting made me feel like going out of the cinema. So till the extend of my toleration, I raised from my seat, about to move my body forward suddenly he grabbed my arm so tightly. Without releasing his hand on my arms. He still can ask me, why am i going. I'm thinking to myself it's he asking me to go and still can asked me this kind of question. In the end he told me, actually he don't want me to go. I was like what the.... So embarrassing even alex sitting beside my boy heard whatever we quarrelling about, nevertheless people around us. Luckily it's in cinema if not things would turned out more devastating. Alex was trying to be peace maker. I knew it but i still cant stop thinking about my boy attitude for grabbing my arm till my hand numb. Kinda hate him to the core, during the time i felt my hand numb so badly till i need do massage on it. Once again thanks alex. Really helped me alot to cool down and talking sense to him. Since i already tired of talking sense to him whenever we quarrelled. Sort things out under my blk. Almost done, felt like dying of dehydrating, returned to my house and i chased him out of my house. Expected he don't want to, after pleading me i became soft hearted to let home stayed. As normal i slept after telling him why i'm doing this.

*Cute Cute. I will remember the promise u made on 24/2/08. Nights*

11000101 11001001 11010010 11010110 11010011 11010110 11100101 11000101 11010111 11001001 11010101 11000111 = eikoloveping

Cool yo?

2008-02-22T01:45:00.000-08:00

Didn't sleep for the whole night. Early in ther morning at 6am leave kitty place to alex place to do some setting on my com. Accompany him to polyclinic to take his mc. Alway pon tang from work. Headed for school at 1.15pm and i overslept during the trip. Happened to woke up and found myself at clementi station which was a few stop after queenstown. Today was not a good day for me as i'm not in a good mood when i hadn't sleep and i screwed my boy up whenever he called. So sorry for releasing my anger at you even though u just want to chat with me. After asking me not to call him. But i still leave a msg to him. Thought he don't give a damn to my msg. while waiting for his reply, hope he will. I fall asleep in the bus till halfway of the journey back home, felt vibration in my pocket. It's him calling. So happy. Telling me he just booked out his camp and meeting at my house at 10pm. Everthing back to normal again.

2008-02-21T22:02:00.000-08:00

050911121521150516091907 haha. guess what is this? solve it. It's a sentence "eiko love ping"

2008-02-21T02:52:00.000-08:00

It's the day to collect my phone today. Was informed that i could retrieve my phone a few days ago, but still to busy with school. Collected it during break time and back to school till 5pm. Lyn and amanda came too to finish our school assignments. Supposed to watch L change the world. But couldn't finish our things in time. So postphone to tomorrow. Had mac for supper. That the end for today...Freaking tired.

Start of the day

Near end of the day

In a mess

2008-02-21T01:13:00.000-08:00

Nothing special for today. Just a normal school day for me. After class received alex call, joined me and lyn to kitty place again. Went for movie without lyn. Even though i had watched L the 2nd time i still think it's worth it. Learnt something which meant really important to me. It's a chim code to me in order to communicate to those who had learnt it. Can view the code at my previously post. Bus back and took a rest. Learn a new code from alex business course. Interesting. So nice he's staying over with me again. Came to think about our chalet mermories. Missing it. Couldn't fall asleep so came to find things to do. LOLZ, we did something real crazy at the hostel. This secret right now only 5 person knew it. Don't really want alot of people to know. Anyway really really thanks, alex for all the effort u had done. Really appreciate it. Muackz.

Eating nearby our school

Amanda hentai

Jasmine hentai

Lyn and amanda

uk and me.

Her name is uk.

Classmate

Alex

Me and him

2008-02-19T07:22:00.001-08:00

Together leaving the house with kitty for school. Had a light breakfast at ya kun with her. I was so nervous during my turn to present. I tend to read the slide so fast in front of all my classmate, hope teacher will understand that. Finally everything was done. Here comes our movie again. P.S i love you. Upon waiting for our movie take a stroll opposite cineleisure. 2 guys was stake boarding. Kitty was trying to regain bit of her skills. After she tried it, realising she lost her skills and started rolling on it the whole time. Alex called me before that asking where am i and i dragged him to watch movie with me. The beginning part of the movie was so funny and cute. Felt abit sad when her husband died. Kitty was sitting right beside me. Side corner of my eye, sense something was moving. Initially, it's doesn't do any harm glancing at her for awhile. Come to my surprise she was wiping her tears off. I'm thinking maybe she too emotional for that. Looking at lyn and amanda beside her was also crying. Came to think of it, alright it's normal to tears on it. Maybe i'm too hard hearted? Lolz. It's sad but doesn't really move me to tears. Something was funny spilled out from her. A men in a women body, refering to me. Having a guy mentality, it's weird. But i liked that though, if not by now i would be buried in my own ground for peace with all the up and downs that i cant withstand. Back to my hometown with alex. During the journey back, was repeating the song by zhang shao han and thinking about my friends in mdis. Teaching me alot of stuffs, help brushing up on my english, gossiping about classmate attitude, stuffs like that. Credits most by amanda and kitty. It's was hard from the start, communicating to all people in english. Thanks for boosting up my confidence. Felt watery around my eye, i hold back letting it not to flow down. Then home sweet home. Happy birthday to li ling and my father. HEHE

KITTY
Do me a favour will you? Let me know the exact date when leaving singapore.

She looks like a professional, indeed she's not 1

Cool post.

Chewing on her subway biscuit, watching how kitty handle the skateboard

Friends of mine in mdis

Take 1

Take 2

2008-02-19T02:02:00.000-08:00

Happy to hear kitty was back in singapore. After my classes ended went striaght her house to finished up our work on tml bioinformatics presentation. Helped out with her laundry and started doing project. Then by 9.15 cabbed to nearest gv cinema to catch ah long show at 9.30. Lame show but funny. Cabbed back and watch the movie on the notebook she recommand. It's was published on book by nicholas sparks. Nice and sad for the storyline. Thanks you!

Concentrating on her herpes(STD) work

Before movie. at her hostel

Kitty

2008-02-17T02:34:00.000-08:00

Actually with my boy at 844 coffeeshop eating lunch before we set off to explore mount faver. Dear spotted li ling from far, i ran to call her. Sat down together to have lunch together. Suddenly she came up with the idea of going kbox to sing. As she wanted it long ago. Apparently called jena to meet up also. Cabbed to marina square. Received boy valentine present for me. Hair clip with my jap name, eiko, it's so unique. Luckily it's not flower if not, there it goes from 15th storey of my house to 1st level. Hated flower so much as i felt it's so unrealistic. After having such a fun and memoriable time with jena, li ling and dear cabbed back to tampines to watch L,change the world, with my boy. L was so cute when he was told to tried straighten his back by a small ger. Lastly home sweet home. *Saw the poster of koizora movie is releasing on march* HAHAHA. Going to buy it and clear 1 of my wishlists item.

The present i gave him

At li ling house

Waiting for jena

Li ling & Jena in cab

Peace

Weird expression

Wow

Me and Jena

Take 1

Take 2

My boy & I

Bashes

Boo couple

Us singing

Yeah

Jena...nana

Tense

2008-02-15T03:10:00.000-08:00

Doesn't want to attend lesson again. Sort of lazy, meet up with alex and bought a frame to put our photo for my boy valentine present. After lunch accompanied alex to see doctor. Received aaron msg asking me want to meet him since he's booking out at 5pm and booking in at 10pm. So waste of time travelling here and there. So went home and relax awhile and changed myself to nicer proper clothing but not school former PE short and t shirt. Meet up with him and alex again. Helped alex choose gift for his gf. Never see him so particular about something before. So sweet. Love the way he is right now. Simple, direct and knowing where he stands. Slack with liling and alex at ldf awhile and back home to help my parents with the praying. Both went under block to burn incense paper. After they came back dad was complaining to me the hair on his leg was gone while concentrating seriously on my assignment. The way he said it's was so funny and cute. He rest his leg on the chair asking me to see. By then my mum reply something dirty in hokkien. Lolz. Rest of the assignment shall continue tomorrow. Eyes shutting down. Waiting for my boy boy to book out again. Celebrating belated valentine day. Mentioned to bring me to climb the hill near habourfront i think. Couldn't remember it. Crazy fellow. So unromantic. By the time i reaches the top i'll feel like dying. That's how my boy planned events. Sleep well everyone!

From him to me by message * Every moment i been thinking of u, every second u sink deeper in my heart, each time i think of u remind me of my mistake and wrong doings to u. U guide me through even the darkest part of my life. Because of u i learnt to be a man. Each and every day passes, i mould myself to be a better choice to u. So to prove that u made e right choice. Dear good nitez i will still be thinking of u. cya tomorrow k muackz *

1st time wrote till so romantic. lolz. Cute.

2008-02-14T23:34:00.000-08:00

Supposed to attend 2pm lesson but journey to school in train with amanda and lyn, we doesn't feel like having classes. Went queenway to grab the vast my boy love it alot. By the time i wanted to buy it's been sold. Regret! I got him something similiar the 1 he love. Hope he love it. Bought the 1st book in my whole life. By nicholas sparks-message in a bottle. Recommend by kitty again. Orchard again for shopping. Tiring to shop around with lyn. She can spend 2 hours in the same shop and tried with the same dress she wanted to buy. Headed home after that. Found a new japanese drama. It's about 10 boys student transfering to girls high school. Each girl were assigned with 1 boy to change his image as they have weird character. I'm still downloading it halfway. Sianz Still need to wait once a week for it to relaese from Japan. Phoned talk awhile with my boy, revealing what i bought for him for valentine present. Told him i bought a full set of dick pumper and virbator. So naive of him to think i'm saying the truth. 'Wanted to try dick pumper once he book out' that's what he told me through the phone. lolz. What a pervert boyfriend i have. I'm out. Nights

My book

2008-02-13T02:09:00.000-08:00

Go school just for the presentation. Kitty was damn sick and cabbed to lyn place after presenting. Her mum was so nice and love the food she cooked. I ate like a hungry ghost. Finished 2 plate of rice, half pot of soup, 4 garlic bread for my lunch at 5pm. Went to causeway point to look for amanda bf valentine's day gift. Instead of she buying it, i bought a pack of 5 hush puppies comfort wear for dear valentine's day present. Lolz. Cant think of any to buy. Headed back to lyn house ate dinner at 8pm. 1 plate of mee siam bee hoon. Delicious. Hope i could stay there for few days just for the food hehe. Now then i realised why lyn have weight challenge. Cant withstand the food her mum cooked. *Tired* Home sweet home at 12+am.

2008-02-12T02:27:00.000-08:00

My test passed so well haha. 15/20. Thanks to vivek. lolz. I went home after 1st lesson to repair my phone. Waiting queue was 2hrs. Phoned li ling and accomapany her to hougang to collect her stuff and back to tampines. By the time i reached tampines just nice was my turn. Went to had curry fish head with her again. Misses it so much. Couldn't go boon lay for the haunted forest. Went there once, it's freaky creepy. Total darkness in there. This few days i got scared by small thing, like ringing bell of bicycle, stranger speaks out of a sudden to their friends. So li ling adviced me not to go there till i feel alright. Somemore i haven finished my molecular cell biology work that i had to present tomorrow. By the time i finished it, was at 2am. This few days not much of playing com but using the com for school work. Boring life. Good nitez

Received a private no. knowing that it's was from dear's house. It's his father that called, told me that someone claimed to be dear's ite friend had found his ic and send it personally to his house. So nice of him. *Sight of relief* So lucky. Ring him up and had a quarrel with him. suddenly felt so mad of his ic and my phone. Asked him to remind me to send my phone for repair weeks ago, dragged till now then repaired it. Giving me forget as an excuse. Hate it. So angry till when he asked to meet me on friday after his book out i replied why not forget about meeting me. Forget about bringing himself out since he like to forget so much. Forget forgot fogotten. So sianz to hear this shit.

I'm mean and harsh, but i can't control myself not to say things to hurt ur feelings. Sorry yo. : )

2008-02-10T01:00:00.000-08:00

Damn busy due to chinese new year, had to visit me and my dear's relative house. Finally got to see dear grandma as she long waited to see me. Had so many ang bao. Nice nice. After so felt so rich but valentine day is coming soon and i planned to use up the money on buying stuffs and buying my boy to a restuarant speciality in ice cream. Hope i have the time to find it. Kitty and amanda suggested swensens. But i think it's quite crowded every year. Shall Think of another back up plan. Spent so many days together with dear, had him over at my house for 5 days. Time was so precious then. Doesn't felt that way before he went in for nation service. Received dear call telling me he lost his army ic. Helped him searched my whole house but still couldn't find it. He sound worried for that. Before going to sleep i did pray to my god that his ic will be found back as soon as possible. Haiz Tomorrow having physiology mcq test. Damn shag. Freaking tired to study. Shall turn in to bed early. Nights guys.

At his house. 1st day of CNY

Near my grandma house. Nice? It's a temple.

After a tiring day. In bed

Andy ( Dear's best friend ) 2nd day of CNY

After movie, squatting outside cineleisure, so obscene.

Waiting for LRT 3rd day of CNY

Sweet

At his aunty house

I looked so blur. He love this pic very much.

2008-02-05T04:40:00.000-08:00

Went orchard to buy kitty's stuff at orchard. Kitty amanda lyn me has an air brush tattoo. Quite cheap. Haha. Done with the tattoo my boy phoned me. Some bad news he had for me. Having fight with a bastard. I didn't screwed him up, surprisingly i encouraged him to fight with a bastard. 2nd time i've seen him so angry in this 2 year relationship. I understood his situation as i been through before. His that type of guy who is very paitence with everyone. Doesn't get mad easily. So once i know he get angry over something mean it's really serious blow for him. Headed off to kitty place while in the train we took video of every1 doing pole dancing. Damn embarrassing for me. But they fucked care all the strangers and continue their dancing. Freaking fun and funny. Aaron (my ex boyfriend ) called me up to meet. He came all the way from tampines to boon lay. Quite surprised he willing to come. Every1 went ghost haunting in a forest at jurong west ave 4. Really creepy and dark. 1 of my friend spotted something and we didn't continue the journey. Quite luckily that i didn't see anything. Headed back to catch some sleep because tomorrow kitty are going back to malaysia at 8am to celebrate chinese new year so we need to wake up at around 6am. When i looked at the time i realised i only left 1 hour for sleeping. Nights.

*U doesn't need to apologise to me because u knew i don't like u having physical fighting with people. For this case it's an exception. U're better at judging of situation whether to make your stand clear or not nowadays. It's great to see that. Proud of you. If you happened to read my blog, i think you will be touched to tears. LOLX!!' Simply love you, Jian Ping.*

Amanda's butterfly

Kitty's fairy

This character mean tolerance. As for lyn's was 爱 Means love.

Bad behaviour in the public. But fun.

Sexy bitch. lolz.

Sweet

Evolution

When i saw her doing this i was thinking oh shit, ur jaws are dropping soon.

She's talented, don't you think so?

2008-02-05T00:28:00.000-08:00

Kitty woke me up, if not i think i got to be overslept. Feeling muscleache around my abdomen. Knew alot of thing which i believed it's true of lyn and vyasa. Fantastic story line i could say. Haha. Enjoy the whole afternoon dicussing about what happened to them till broke up. They are once a couple not for long. After school went to take bus home. Along the journey i girl sitting behind me lost her wallet. She realised it when she was finding her wallet to tap at the exit door. She came back her sit to search for it. It alert everyone including me. A guy was helping her and instructing us to check below our sit. She looked so lost. I didn't bother much. That's nothing her to do due to her carelessness, finally she broke down and cried. Lolz. Received ping's father calls, asking me to help him to some important things. Went to his house and had dinner there. Forever going his house at every friday, for sure satuarday will grow 1kg more than original weight. Meet li ling and siew mei at our lao di fang. Chatted for awhile and headed home. Tired^_^ Looking forward for wed. Haha.
I'm out. Nightssss

Tien tien

Alway like to do weird funny face. so furgile.

The one who alway watching hentai (pervert) yellow video named amanda and the mastermind of all the links of yellow video, kitty.

Cheerful yeah?

Kitty and me ( Japbu ) Kit and amanda gave this nickname for me temporary. Easy to guess what it stands for.

2008-02-03T05:05:00.000-08:00

Went alex house to have a nice feast with every one effort cooking the dishes. Can really see that alex was really happy once he met up with his love 1. Bought his love girl to his house. Me my boy li ling and alex went prime mart to buy ingredients for 5 dishes. Rushed to our destination due to raining. While walking, the atmosphere filled me with joy recalling in the past every1 working so hard for 1 particular thing. We choose our ingredient carefully and headed off to his house again. Without a single rest every1 was doing their parts, spent around an hour to get the food done for cooking. For sure me and li ling alway doing our part as taster. In the end we tastes every single food and both of us felt half fulled without realising it. While the guys were cooking, i can feel that they doing it with tender care. So touched. My boy did 2 dishes he created his own. The outcome was not bad. Found 1 common thing in all the dishes. It's all salty food. After eating dinner felt so thirsty, but i'm so smart i prepared beforehand 1 huge container with syrup and plain water. Went to send my boy to his camp and off to find kitty at boonlay. Went gym to do some running and training for apaes. Luckily this time lyn doesnn't sleep at kitty room. It's a blessing. lolz. Ended up lying on bed with her talking about how mysterious the world were. UFO, Black hole in the universe Bamurda triangle stuff like that we shared according to our knowledge. Knew something interesting from her again. She ever sleepwalk twice in her life till now. Creepy and dangerous. Luckily nothing happened if not i won't meet a fantastic and alway laughing loudly and madly friend like her. Off to bed. Nights guys.

Alex, It's been so long i seen u carrying a smile whenever u talk about vyonne. I could see that you are really happy about it. It's good to see u with a firm decision. Wish u and vyonne all the best. Yeah. It's great. The power of love was undescribable. I simply felt happy for u. Cheers to our friendships.

Li ling and my boy

Li ling was naming the things we need

Storeman

B4 cooked

Alex, alex mum, li ling and jian ping

Our favourite soup

2008-02-03T01:00:00.000-08:00

A weeks of revision for exam had passed. So sad. Woke up in the afternoon, my boy was complaining i starving him to death. Dragged my feet to 829 coffeeshop for curry fish head as lunch. Went back home, decided to start my chemistry revision, but with the computer there, it's like begging me to use it. Was watching video and came to realise it's 10pm in the night. My boy, was sort of pissed at me for breaking promise to study with him. Shut off my computer as soon as i've finished my videos. But he fall asleep, i didn't intend to wake him up as i could see he's really dead tired. Letting me to study alone. Couldn't sleep well without sleeping on my comfortable bed instead of mattresses lie at the living room. Because my sister was sleeping the room and it's weird to sleep together with my sister and my boy. Slept in my room with my sister and leaving dear sleeping alone in the living room through the night. Before the sun rises i'm back sleeping beside him, he was awake. Asking me why i left him sleeping alone through the night that he found creepy and scared. So usual question he asked, am i mad at him for leaving me studying alone the night before. Of cos i didn't answer continue my sleep. But actually what i wanted was, having him to taste the feeling of bastard me. So another day was wasted. Time flies when he book out.

2008-02-02T03:34:00.000-08:00

Woke up quite early at 12pm to go gym in order to reduce tummy fats. 1st time going gym with dear and alex. After those tough period, went for swimming. Wahaha. It been long time since i swim. Went back home to get changed so i could get my shirt at orchard. But heard from ll there is a esprit shop in tampines mall. Indeed she right, phoned my mum as she was nearby to come over for awhile to check it out on the shirt. Knew her ans was know, and that pissed me off. In the end dear persuade her till she bought the shirt for me. Cause she knew that i alway buy something which i used it for temporary. Bought rambo 4 movie ticket and back home to catch some rest somehow it's still 2 hrs away from the movie timing. Received ll called to meet up awhile b4 my movie. Chatted so much about some stuffs. Misses the times we been together as a groups of 7 or more. Rambo 4 was highly recommand by me. Digusting and exciting show. Thinking of buying the dvd. Haha shall look around for it in the future. Back home again. Home sweet home.!

2008-02-02T02:50:00.000-08:00

Raining heavily in the afternoon. While waiting for the shuttle bus to my school near queenstown mrt stataion had a minor quarrel with my boy. Was actually asking him not to meet up this weekend cause i'm really tired of giving in to him. Whether he say he doesn't want to stay at home for the whole day as he thinks it's a waste of time. So we was staying out late during the night, it's so tiring. u know. He promised not to disturb when i sleep so he could spend time with me. But i still think he won't do what he promised. Reject all his calls and not replying all his msgs. Of course he felt irritated. In the end he msg something which doesn't alert me at all. "If u don't call back in 2 mins that means we're finished." Friends who know me well, know i won't give a damn to this kind of shit. So what if it's threatening enough. It's doesn't work on me. Suddenly i got his call and i picked up. He said sorry he didn't mean it. Cause he was angry asking me to forget what he msg. Everything went fine again. Our fight ended within 1 hour. So glad it's not long term. After school went orchard with kitty amanda and 1 of our classmate. Haha. Finally going shopping with them after so long due to school assignments. Saw my formal shirt and i dying to have 1. But it cost $60. I messaged li ling to seek for her advice. Instead of buying it, she adviced me to search it at bugis street. After considering for so long, i managed to make a reserved of the shirt. Went to forever 21 and found a clothes which i find it cute. Tried it out and it really suit me. Love it so much. As usual being undecisive whether should i grab 1. I quickly call my boy to for his advice. Luckily within 30mins he will be reaching orchard just after his long journey travelled from his camp. He couldn't stop that it would be nice if it apply on me. Feeling so comfortable and happy after he said i should grab 1. Parted with kitty they all we headed to bugis. Don't feel like taking the train during peak hour. Took bus to doby ghout mrt station and from there we figured the walk out to bugis. I'm not very familiar with the road there. My boy volunteer to lead the way. While he trying his best to lead the way he mentioned something which i nearly forgotten about. Last time whenever i felt irritated without getting my way to whatever places i would screw him up badly. From then on, whenever we go which i knew it's unfamiliar to him i would introduce the route to him. Memorising all the signboard and building, stuff like these. This time round, what surprised me badly was he teaches me the route to bugis by looking at temple signboard along the road of park lane. Which mean we reaching bugis. Haha. Of course he started teasing me saying i'm a road idiot. Ok fine. Too lazy to start a debate. Finally in within 20mins we reached bugis street and started my hunting of shirt again. In the end i bought nothing of the simliar shirt that i want but 1 shorts. 1 sweater and a normal shirt just for $10 each. LOLX. Quite satisfy but sad cause i couldn't find anything that i really want. My boy knew, and he suggest tomorrow night he go back to wisma to get my shirt. So delighted to hear that. Haha can't wait for tomorrow to arrive. Went his house for dinner and off to my house to be pig. Hehe. Plans for tomorrow will be going gym to work out on my tummy and abit of running on the machine instead of tracks. After that will be swimming. Upon night will be movie and shopping again. Hope there will be enough time for us.

Stuff that i bought for the day.

2008-01-30T21:09:00.000-08:00

As usual skipped the 1st lesson in the morning. Was buring midnight oil for my bioinformatics coursework, turn in at 2am. So pointless, to have this coursework. Don't even know what's going on. managed to finish it in school library. Went for classes to sign attendence. Here i am sitting on my comfortable chair in my living room. Was digging out some old picture me and jian ping took 2 years ago till the present us. Realised there alot of changes not just our appearance but our personalities as well. I'm out. Update again soon.

We aren't couple at that time

A few months after we start dating

His fav ah gua post

Ping li ling alex (primary school friends till now)

Me dear alex

Dear and my best sister

All my best friends

Striking our best to open the durian under li ling with a knife

Just woke up and he's so crazy

Busying using the com. There he is making a fool on me.

It's addictive

Christmas eve night

2 Guys that i love in my whole life time. My ex bf and my current bf

2008-01-28T07:31:00.000-08:00

Finally brought something for myself which li ling and dear it's nice on me. Somemore it's my favourite green colour. After sending Dear off to his camp. Me and amanda went straight to kitty hostel. Get ourselves ready and off to ashrin birthday (friend of kitty). Credits by Amanda and lyn for the make up. lolz. Heard something real surprised me. Spend $2000+ to book the whole place and somemore hire dj. But in the end, i threw up like shit lahz. Ashrin came to pour pure into my mouth. After dancing and smoking. When i tried to stand, alcohol in my stomach kept grinding. By the time i squat down eveything in me rushed up to my mouth again. My legs was so wobbly. So they got me into a cab and off to kitty's place. Counted total of vomiting was 5 times. Terrible! Couldn't even stay awake even though trying so hard. This time the bed was stressed by 4 body weight. Me kitty lyn and amanda. Lyn was so big size to occupy so much space letting me and kitty hugging each other while sleeping. Inconsiderate. Amanda was like falling off from the bed? Somemore she so small size. How to survive through the night with lyn sleeping beside her. In the end we manage to wake her up to take cab home with amanda. Finally back to normal both of us, me and kitty sleeping soundly with so much space.

Picture for one for the physics lab (Jian ping and Mark) me and kitty boyfriend

In the cab

I look abit red

Venu and me (kitty's friend)

2008-01-26T11:23:00.000-08:00

Happened woke up with dear waking me up at 11am to visit his dad who was admitted in the hospital for serious injuries. Leave my house at 12pm and took train to outrum. His dad was a funny guy. I observed their chatting was like a some close friends which cant find it between me and my father after i kept hanging out late at night. Went to temple after 2hr duration in the hospital. Finally i fulfil the promise i made. Headed home to help out my mum on doing pineapple tart for chinese new year. Surprisingly my brother came out to help instead of making love with his com. Hardly received his help. While dear was helping in the last stage of the process by packing the tart into container, i'm being a photographer and food tester. Trying so hard to learn how to make the shape out with the tart model. Failed, and i gave up cause i'm too impaitent. Finished my job and off to watch movie,THE HOUSE, with my friend. Quite scary but i hated the different view of the shooting, too confusing. Dear felt hungry after it and went 802 to eat. Suddenly felt like jogging, i planned to jog the whole 900+ area and started the route from my blk somehow my muscle ach not yet recovered. In the end we only jog 2 blk. lolz. Pathetic right? Exhausted by then, so weak of me.

Start of the day (love this hair colour with the sunlight effect )

Spotted mum using the com. Wa seh!

Take 1 ( normal )

Take 2 ( adnormal )

Take 3 ( Too sick )

Take 4 ( Terribly sick )

Sister and her bf

My lovely brother

2008-01-25T23:10:00.000-08:00

So shiok, enjoying the bed. Drag my heavy foot to bath at 8.30am. Had a light breakfast with kitty before heading to school. Was quite late for school. Didn't had lunch for today as we need to hand up molecular cell biology report. Spend 2 hrs in the library yet i still cant finished it. Ended school at 5pm and went library to print some stuff and off to fetch my boy at chua chu kang mrt station. Was reading the book i mentioned earlier in the previous post throughout the wole journey. Interesting story line. When dear saw me with the book. 1st question he asked me "where u got the book from? " knowing that i don't read books at all. Visit his house as he need to unpacked his stuff from his camp and off to my house again to stayover. Hehe tired tired.

2008-01-24T00:51:00.000-08:00

Went class at 9.30am as usual for being late. Class ended and kitty came to talk to me while i'm playing my friend psp. Hehe finally everything went back to normal again. Hooray. Back home with kitty to her hostel. Miss pasa malam food so much, have dinner with her at her place after buying food from pasa malam which was placed at boon lay. Have a long and interesting chit chat session. Watched art of devil and halfway we too tired and went to bed. This time round at least half of my upper body are lie on the bed and poor legs had to rest on the sofa. Recalled back, she told us something that she thought of what she wants to do with her life. A bomb inventor? As she wanted to make big $. Sound cool but please ar kitty. Don't do it in Singapore k. A girl inventing bomb? lolz? lesson start at 9am again. OMG!

Finally got a book from kitty. She introduced a book which she find it nice. Shall read it tomorrow!

2008-01-24T00:06:00.000-08:00

Lab session as usual. Reached home around 7pm+. Felt so bo liao to travel so far for 3hrs in school and back home. Heard something bad from ll which happened to our friend. So confusing with the whole details. Each parties saying different things. lolz. Too lazy to care about it. Anyway it's not my tai ji so don't drag me in k. Luckily ling, rejected it for my behalf. So nice of her. Sometime just cant xing rong our friendship u know. Cheers! Realised something from me, i only smoked 2 cig today haha. I'm improving. Only buy cig every friday to smoke with dear. Managed to talk to dear on phone with him for an hour after that my sister was telling me she wanted to use the phone. Alway like tt. Sianz. So hung up with him. Couldn't fall asleep and played ps2. Love war games so much. Alway tried aiming head shot but with the controller of ps2 it's so hard. If it's computer game i sure enjoyed it alot. 1st time experiance of playing war game using ps2. When playing it i felt so giddy and felt like vomiting cause of the effect cause after the bomb landed on us. Not a easy game. But just simply love it. Luckily didn't feel unwell now. Tired. Hehe.

2008-01-23T02:05:00.000-08:00

Hell, just finished my white blood cell assignment. Too complicated for me to understand everything. Feeling so tired right now. Need to hang up my call with dear after talking speaking for 2 sentence. Cause i'm too busy for that. Sorry! Knew u abit disappointed about that. Now then i realised i didn't even replied your message also. So so sorry. Sorry ne. I kept neglecting u this few days. If u were to see my blog u will be damn happy i think. 1st time i'm saying so much sorry to u even though it's through blog. Haha. Now that i understood why u want to sign on. It's now for your future but ours. So glad to hear that. Hope to settle down everything before 24 yrs old. Anyway sorry for that day i spoilt ur day because of my breakfast and lateness. Too much of quarrel these few days. Hope this weeks everything will go fine. Hmm..... Supposed to go bai bai last saturday but itas our outing day so had to turn my mum down without thinking so much. Came to think about it, whenever i said to pray i alway didn't go, in the end i alway injured myself badly. And it's not purposely but accidently. So weird and eerie. Thinking of going Bugis temple to pray this saturday, this time i ask dear to reminds me. To ling, it's hard for me to tell u everything of me cos sometime i don't open up myself. That's what i hate about myself. And yet u understand tt. Your alway siding me and that made me feel very comfort when i'm in a confused state. Thanks. To dear, i realised i'm been depending on u too much. Now i become very lazy, everything must do myself if not at home i alway get scolded for all the stupid things. I know u abit mad at me for friday actually can go out but in the end need to stay at home and rest cause of me. Sorry lohz. Not my fault u know, can help people ma. So it's a good thing. Hehe. Shall wait for your call to wake me up in the afternooon later. Night

2008-01-21T21:23:00.000-08:00

Can't sleep! As i tried sleeping but her laptop screen lights keep turning off and on, felt so unsecure to sleep. When i turn my head and look at kitty i felt so jealousy she sleeping with a straight position whereby me have to keep like legs together to sleep cause it's a 2 sitter sofa. Went to disturb her, telling her i cant sleep. know what she reply? It's so nice to sleep, and i should get some sleep. Wa, after hearing this i more jealousy. I'm thinking forget it. Beside her there's a bolster, i steal it from her, since she not using it. And she said i slept like i fall from 10th storey. The 1st to comment my sleeping position till like this was amanda. The way she phrase it so nice right? Amanda u're trying to be funny right? lolz. After class at 12pm went for 2pm lab session. Something happened that made me si bei du lan. Will not mention the details. Think of it will make my blood boils again. Reached tampines at 5+ and change my clothes to meet li ling for dinner. Miss the curry fish head that days we eat. Going to try out other coffeeshop for curry fish head. We mentioned to try out all the curry fish head at different coffeeshop, see which 1 is the best. Slack awhile at our ldf. Haha miss the playground we used to occupy everyday last time. Knew some of news from her. Glad that u didn't really care about that when u were told of something. Yeah. It's doesn't really affect us. Anyway thanks for that call when i need some1 to talk to. U told me something really important. : ) Cheers for the curry fish head and our bonding.
M4shig3r & Eiko

Look like a small kid

Posting queen

Drink or take photo. Choose 1

Fish bone

In a mess

2008-01-21T02:00:00.000-08:00

I'm at kitty hostel now. So errie here. Using com on the sofa next to her bed. Going to sleep on the sofa today. T_T miss my bed so much. Haha. Woke up at 4pm, felt so tired again. Planned to stay over at kitty place after sending my boy. Cause from chua chu kang to tampines it will take forever to reach. After comfirming with kitty, packed my bag. Know what i packed? Coffee bag, 2 of my smelly bolster. Actually think of buying bread and biscuits but scare the bread with flatten by the time i reach there. 1st experience of going to her hostel was bad. No food, boiled water, no tv. Simple stuff, like instant noodles also don't have. How to survive like that? Water must drink it from the tap. After that went to send my boy to to his camp after that striaght to kitty hostel. Felt so lost at boon lay as i'm unfaimiliar with the place. It's her friend's birthday today. Went down to lvl 6 to celebrate it. Her friend hostel so lively cause 4 people living in there. Back to kitty hostel to study my chemistry. Didn't really study it as it's already 12am+, so tired. Still cant forget what happened in here when i first came to her room. Saw a black figure in front of the closet. Going to sleep now. Nights

My boy

2008-01-20T01:50:00.000-08:00

Meeting my fren at 2pm and i woke up at 12.30pm to get prepared. While i'm bathing dear was preparing coco krunch for our breakfast. Had quarrel with dear for some stupid things. Boarded the bus, as both of us were angry we sat at individual sit. After reaching orchard we then started talking. We all the way was like having a debating session saying who's the 1 giving attitude in the first place. Worst thing of all, he wanted me to say sorry. At that point i told him what the fuck, i'm not in the fault. He mentioned that a sorry from me was very important to him. I still insisted of not saying it, as i cared alot for my pride. To me, i think saying sorry was the worst thing of all everything. Then he said if i said it, in 5 sec the atmosphere will be difficult. Of course i'm interested to know what will happen aft the 5 sec, without thinking i said sorry. Suddenly he from a angry face to a face with a big smile. Everything went nice after i said sorry. Sometime he's too cute la, bua tahan him. Went to meet up with my friends at party world. After that we went seperated way in order to get my shoes at far east that i wanted to buy it last week with dear. Passed by a shop which could print photos out from phone by bluetooth or memory card. Spent 2hrs to get everything done. It's so convenient for us. Headed to bedok 85 to have dinner. Alighted from bus 65, planning to walk short cut through the building but we got lost in there. In the end we walked the whole 700+ area at bedok. Abit pissed by that due to tireness, my boy somehow sense the aura around me, and hail a cab to bedok 85 even though it's so near. After dinner took cab home and rest. Quarrel again because of the sign on thing. Shit! Feeling no mood now. Good nitez!

Our breakfast

In the room of party world

Love to sleep on my shoulder. Don't know why also.

On the way to bedok

Love playing the rope attached from front to back of his pants.

lolz. Cute dressing

Overall

Love this alot. Cosmo world wait for me. Coming after 2yrs. Place that we promised to visit.

2008-01-18T01:17:00.000-08:00

Ended school at 12pm, ate my lunch there. Soon after sarah asked whether i'm interested in donating blood. As it's my 1st time, i'm so excited to see the blood flowing out of my body. Took cab to singapore general hospital. Sarah couldn't donate blood due to lack of blood count. The doctor took a blood pressure test, for the 1st time the doctor said i had high blood pressure. Was so shocked to heard that, after that he asked to test again. This time round was low blood pressure. Doing the test time over and over again and it's still low BP, So he advised to drink lots of water 1st. Because 65% of blood are made up of water. Went out of the room and i drank 5 cups of water. Too full till feel like vomitting. I just passed the blood count. Average points for that was 12.5 but mine was 12.6 haha. Sat there for 15mins, nearly fall asleep cause nobody to talk to. Felt abit pain of the needle for anaesthetic and the needle of the blood bag was so thick but luckily didn't feel anything. Thanks to the anaesthetic. For After that, went to school of medicine, just behind SGH to renew sarah nursing licence. Feeling so high tide after drinking so much water, on the way to the toilet which was not far from the renew centre i fainted. When i woke up i was kneeling down on the floor and my right head was damn pain, recalled back i couldn't hear anything or see anything before the black out. Then, i realised i'm sweating alot. Beside the toilet there was a room for those cleaners. There were having their break there. They happened to notice me, everyone came out to ask me whether i'm fine anot. 1 of them still made milo for me it's so nice of them. They asked alot of question but i couldn't reply them due to lack of energy to speak. Heard their conversation about my body was very cold, my face look very pale and how i fall. At that point my both arm was all numb. 1 of the staff there somehow knew sarah was my friend, he called her out. She looked so shock when she saw me. So embarrassing at that point. So many people surrounding me. After awhile i felt much better and went for toilet. By the time i'm finished with it those aunties went missing. Actually wanted to thank them but couldn't find them. Haiz. They're so helpful. Sarah holding me like some kind of serious paitent like that. Went sarah house to rest and had my blood pressure tested. It's still low blood. :( Told dear about it, after his book out he took cab to sarah house to fetch me up. So nice of him to bring chicken essence. Thanks for everything sarah to take care of me. :) Back to my house, dear put ice in a handkerchief to place at the swollen part of my head. So painful. Tried to sleep but somehow feeling so unwell. Woke up to vomit. Guessed what i vomited? Milo from the aunty, smell so yucks with the milk smell. Felt so hungry so went out to eat at 844. And brought some stuff at primemart for tomorrow breakfast. Dear is playing ps2 now. Going to disturb him le. *Nights*

For blood count

Thick needle

Nice nice

My blood (450ml) no wonder will faint. Huge packet

2008-01-17T23:23:00.000-08:00

Skipped school today, to stay at home the whole day to sleep. Feeling so tired. Somehow got said by my boy, he guessed that i pon tang school purposely. He so lame. Asked me to use my phone to record what he say, to set as my alarm clock in the phone. So i did record. But it's too soft. He going to do a nice 1 tomorrow for me. Yeah! Tomorrow he booking out early at 4.30pm. So good yea? haha. Told him that if he finished his thing at home early we can go out instead of staying at my house to rest, if not half of the day is gone by resting. He sound quite happy when i told him my plans. In this case friday night and saturday can go out with him. Had 1 meal for today only and i'm so full. Hope i does that everyday. If not everyday will keep feeling hungry and busy finding food to eat. Feel like eating fruits now, by the time i think of going down to buy it, too late as it's 10pm. Shops usually closed at 10pm. T_T. Love fruits these few weeks, after i saw a guy in my school who walked passed me eating his watermelon with love, i started eating fruits. After having my meal in school alway had mango and watermelon. But after eating that with drinks i felt damn bloated, and will think abit regret. But didn't care much about that, cause i'm too in love with watermelon. Dear going to buy fruits tomorrow for me again. YEAH! Can't wait for fruits meal again. Looking forward for it. HEHEHEHE. Talked on phone for an hour with my boy and lights off for him and needs to hang up the phone. Came online to edit song for the ringtones of my msg and calls. *Nights nights* waiting waiting and waiting!

2008-01-16T23:43:00.000-08:00

Having bioinfomatics test today. Haha alot of interesting things happened today. During the test we purposely sit at the back so we can copied each other answer. 1 of my friend, sadi, was damn clever and funny. He wrote all the answer at a rubber and passed it to me. Having a hard time asking the answer across each other in order not to get caught from teacher. But teacher was clever too he kept standing in front of a notice box by using the reflection to look at us. It's kind of obvious to catch us but he didn't. So none of my friend noticed it. I guessed teacher close an eye about that. 3 of my friends couldn't took the test due to the time left was not enough for them to finish 15MCQ. Went for physiology lab session, it's was fun to test whether our lung is healthy not. Was given something to attach to the machine, and we supposed to blow at it. The machine will showed a line bar. I did badly for that. I was thinking since i'm a smoker the result of that might be bad. The machine printed a long description but nobody knows how to read it. Noticed something in the end of the description was written normal ventilatory function. Haha. Means normal! One of my friend, vyasa, got mild obstruction. His lungs was so unhealthy as he smoke and drink everyday. Crazy fellow. Lolz. Stay back till 6pm+ to finish my chemistry lab report 1. So tired after writing all the shit. Planned to go home straight but received dad called when my train reached paya lebar and asked me to meet at kallang. So coincidence took the same train with my sister, together we walked to find my parents. My brother arrived after that. Went kallang airport to eat curry chicken again. This time round was not as nice as the 1 i ate with li ling that day. Wanted to go temple after dinner, but my dad said it was not convenient for him to drive all the way to loyang. Shit lohz, my mum told me she wanted to bring me to visit
dua di ah peh(god) i rejected her straight away. Too scare to meet them. Their appearance looks scary to me and they were quite fierce. Shall not describle further. Getting goosebumps already. After dinner went home. Tiring day for me.

At rest (rate of heart beat)

Standing

After excerise

That result i got

My mum

My dad

My sister

My lovely brother

Nice nice

Me and my brother

My sock so cute. haha Panda

2008-01-15T20:46:00.000-08:00

So hot today arghs. Alway wasting my shampoo for bathing after walking to the train, i'm sweating like hell. So tiring, stand all the way to queenstown station. Forever so packed in the morning. So coincidence, took the same train as vivek. Smoke while walking to school and realised we were 30mins late for school. Hated physics so much. Don't even understand a single shit. During break we went smoking and saw alot of snails under the leave. Fun time playing with it. When i holding it i tried to take photo of it. Stupid fucking snail substances touches my nails, felt quite disgust and abit pissed about that. So dirty lohz. To get rid of that feeling i step on the snail after taking some photo of it. : ) After school kitty asked me what i gonna post for today. Weird question she asked huh? (kitty tell me a LAME joke after u saw this post k,missing ur lame joke) hehe. Was told that my attendance was not bad haha. So far for chemistry i skipped 1 lesson. Bravo. As for my 1st term result this thursday it's mailing to my house. Arghs... Abit worried. I think my father see it he probably will faint. Hope he don't open my letter.
My boy called me and told me something happened in his camp. From his tone, he sound pissed. Was told he nearly fight with with the bunk ic. He's too kind to help others in the end he late for fall in and got blame so everyone need to do pumping because of him. 1 for all all for 1. What kind of rule is this! (Just don't create trouble inside can? Anything just tolerate la if not weekend u cannot book out u know? Then u can't see me or go out with me. U sure will misses me like hell) Haha
Haiz. Do whatever you want la knn. What so good about sign on for national service when the pay is damn nice. Signed on then how to accompany me! I'm being selfish here. I scared after u signed on u tell me u regretting it. It's your life i can't decide for you ok. ARGHS!!! How how how???? wow, U mention sign on for the sake of me? Get a more stable life for 3 meal and our future to have a family? HAIZ

Sianz sianz. Going to study for my bioinformatics test tomorrow!!!

Talented yea? Folded tongue

New slipper

Snail (alive)

Same snail (Dead) I killed it because of its substance touches my nails.

The pond i used to play with amanda whenever our classroom is near there. Used to have alot of tadpoles and baby frog. I would use my feet to grab them up to surface land and step on it. Nice feeling gained.

Come school to read story books? Haiyo. (Vivek)

Knock out @_@

Fall asleep. *Tired*

Snapped shot while she doing her work. So serious in her work. Haha. Fierce look seh.

Amanda and me 1

Amanda and me 2

Trying to concentrate

Vivek and me. So bad of him

Looked so happy

2008-01-14T22:16:00.000-08:00

Hardly i'm not late for school. Walked pass the pond area near smoking to my classroom saw the uncle who alway sweeping the school compound kept looking at a bag so i went over to ask him what's inside the bag. And he told me it's a snake, so nice so him to release it out. Too bad it was died. Couldn't play with it. :( took some picture of it while waiting for my friend to smoke with me at the smoking area. Today lab practical room full of unpleasure smell. During break time vyasa and me went canteen to grab something to eat. It's was flooded near the carpark, our shoes all got wet. Felt quite uncomfortable with my sock and shoes wet so went inside the lab to take off my sock to dry it with the air con. Ended late at 6pm to finish the whole practical. Wore back my sock, it's still wet but no choice to wear it. Took train back to tampines to meet li ling for dinner. Dine at 844 coffeeshop and home sweet home.

Take 1

Take 2

Messing around with my favourites

Wore the shirt he drew

Waiting for bus

Baby snake found in school

Sarah say i looked like gong gong

YEAH

Sock left for drying

2008-01-13T01:38:00.000-08:00

Supposed to wake up at 2pm but i woke up early and dear still sleeping beside me. So i planned to let him sleep more and i took some photos of him sleeping. I think i'm too noisy and he noticed that i'm taking photo of him because of the flash sound coming out of the camera. Quickly went to prepare ourselves to go out and have fun. Phoned li ling, she brought siew mei and shu qing to her school for the open house. Dear and me went to find them. There's a booth at her school for translating our names to japanese. So we got our names translated. Hehe. So sudden to rain heavily. And that doesn't affect us. Took train to orchard and it was damn crowded, as usual for weekend. Bought afew item at far east. Love the new slipper and shirt i bought. Today ended so fast. Back at tampines, grabbed some food to eat at our coffeeshop as we are quite hungry after all the shopping. Everyone bought something home today. Haha.

Had abit of conflict with dear when about to head home after shopping at orchard. Conflict doesn't last long. That's so nice! Muackz. So understanding of dear. 単に彼をとても愛してください。永遠! おやすみ!

Sexy!

He knew

Ugly!

At temasek poly

Li ling and me name in japanese

Me li ling siew mei shu qing, take 1

Take 2

Waiting for bus to interchange

They having a big problem

Potential to be

Me and siew mei 6 years friendship

My boy

I like dear posture!

On the way to orchard

They so pissed~scary

Peace

Boo

Doing our own things. Dear helping us to take photos

They so busy! Busy busy busy

After shopping at john little.

Kisses @_@

Simple couple

Look at his finger. SO KAWAI!~ SHORT! opps! haha

He look so boy boy

Given by temasek poly student

Dear designed it for me. My name at the bottom left

2008-01-11T23:40:00.000-08:00

When dear reached my house doorstep, i opened the door for him. He's like a uncle with alot of plastic bag with him,inside of it was all my fruits. Watermelon, melon, mango and 1 of the fruit which i doesn't know the name for it and i disliked it alot because it seemed smelly to me. So the fruit i hated was my father favourite, he finished everything. Dear and me was thinking ways to cut the melon. It's seemed easy but it quite hard for us as it's the 1st time cutting it. Dear said it was quite wasteful to cut a big part of fruit as it near the skin, he's the 1 clearing by eating the fruit neared the skin. I kept telling him the fruit neared the skin cannot eat 1 but he doesn't listened. The way he cut his mango so dangerous. The knife was pointing towards himself. In the end, the mango looked like rojak to me. He did things and the outcome alway look disgusting. Shall see my outcome of mango. Quite special compared to his. Haha. He mentioned i cut the watermelon was better than others. Omedetou. Hehe. Going to watch funny youtube video with him. Muackz love you!

I said that this part of melon look like horse shoes magnet. Dear said it looked like telephone. LOLZ

This is really difficult to cut

My mango

Beautiful, Style

My dad said we like opening a fruit shop

His rojak vs My neat mango

*Nitez*

2008-01-11T21:00:00.000-08:00

Having lab session at 1.30pm but i reached school at 2pm haha. Was not scolded for being late as our teacher was so nice. The prettiest teacher i met in my whole life so far. One of my friend, sadi went stealing some gloves for making balloons. Lolz, he's alway so lame but funny. During the journey to school in the mrt, there's a guy sitting inside of me with his friends kept looking at me. So not long after i noticed it. Of course i looked at him and he knew he quickly turned his head. I caught him second, third time etc. I got quite annoyed by that. I caught his sight again and this time i rolled my eyes at him and didn't look at him anymore throughout the whole journey i kept my head down as i'm talking to dear on phone. He looked till so obvious, if i don't notice it meaning i'm dumb. My friend's friend drove us home. When i standing outside the car before getting in, i heard something familiar. It's techno and he's blasting it. So nice with the loud base and everything haha. Miss the clubbing time with my friends at techno places. No more for now! Waiting for dear to come my house hehe. Still planning to go out somewhere with him at 8+pm. Depend on how tired he was.

Lazy to take out the gloves

Flatten

Bloated

It's became my ball after taking photo of it. Playing football with it during lab practical.

Phone bill just came and my mum was nagging at me due to the overuse. Of course i asked her to stop nagging. Alway like that. Like don't how to say properly 1. Need to scream 1. I was like wtf, It's not like she paying it what, what for she kept nagging. Forever like that. Siaoz 1. Pissed~ It's my letter under my name somemore and she went to open it. ARGHS!!! KNN!!!

2008-01-10T22:00:00.000-08:00

Skipped morning lesson due to overslept. Went school for math test. Randomly done it. Took train home. On the way home in mrt there's a small boy sitting inside of us. He's very chubby and he talked so loudly. "Like why is the train stopping. What's going on!" With amanda beside me, of course she burst into laughter. She kept laughing at the boy. So bad of her. Quite a number of strangers noticed that we kept laughing about the boy. I felt abit embarrassed. The crowd became lesser as the train reaching near tampines. When i looked at amanda, she was sitting both her leg up on the sit. She alway treat public places like her house. She doesn't care what people thinks of her. Not a bad character with that. Droped by to find siew mei at her working place and headed home soon.

*Sorry that i not picking up ur phone call and replying ur msg. Because i can't think of anything to talk to me. Suddenly felt so weird to talk to u.*

Legs up on the sit

In the train

2008-01-10T00:11:00.000-08:00

Just finished studying maths for tomorrow test paper at 2 to 3pm. Still don't know how to solve for some. And i really fucking heck care for it. Too tired to solve it. So went online to do my blog and check mails. Posted some photo which i misses it.

Quite old picture

During lesson time

Blood brother

06.10.06 My sister and my birthday. We not twins alright!

Cute @_@

Nice

*Missing u*

My dad took picture of us. Laughing at something really funny

Whenever i think of u, tears start rolling down my cheek. Sorry! Miss u, happy. Hope u doing great somewhere.

2008-01-08T21:57:00.000-08:00

I found something real funny and interesting on youtube about morning musume. The class consists of 12 members which different generation of morning musume members. They was tricked on a day that they going to shoot a adverbtisement. They supposed to wait for all the members in the group and start. When each enter the room they were shocked to see the room was a classroom arrangement as they thought it got to be something related to their work. The teacher is real funny and retarted but quite nice of him. The episode i watched it about finding the idiot girl among the members of morning musume though a test. Morning musume was tested different subjects, english was included also. The weird answers they wrote on the test paper was after that brought up for dicussion and making fun by the teachers.

Here the link! It's subbed! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mb1830EIT88&feature=related
Enjoy!

2008-01-07T23:40:00.000-08:00

Went back home after school to meet li ling for dinner. Ate kfc till so full. Got a fucking angry news from li ling. Discuss and making fun of it to release our anger. Went li ling house to take some movie. After i got home i was surfing some anime video introduce by my friend, amanda. We were quite turn on by that lolz. Shall not mention the web! hehe~ Getting tired! Ja ne!

If one doesn't feel confident, then do something about it, instead of comparing it. Every1 chooses and have their own path to walk. Walked ur own path out alright. Comparison doesn't help at all. U're living for the sake of urself not for others. Get it! Pissed!!!!!

2008-01-06T22:00:00.000-08:00

Woke up late again. It's too tired for me everyday even though i had slept for 10+ hours. But it's still not enough. After eating at my house dear home and packed his thing for army. Soon after he left my house suddenly it's raining heavily so i called him up. Luckily he still taking the lift at my blk so i asked him to waited for me as i'm going to shettle him with an umbrella along his way home. Reached his blk and i took bus home again. Sometime really can't take it. Keep asking me will i misses him when he's not around with me. Of course i get abit pissed. Well think he knows about it so he quickly said "it's not that he's not coming out anymore from his army" to make him feel better. I hate to answer question even though i know why he would asked something like this. Surfed net for the rest of the day. *night* loving u~ ^_^

I don't really think it's necessary by just saying nice things will make people feel secure or whatever when u don't really does it. Pointless! I prefer more actions done then speaking.

2008-01-06T06:08:00.000-08:00

My Blog Song

Yubikiri

ima wa mou modorenai
anata to tada futarikiri de
sugoshita ano koro
suki datta
futoshita shigusa ya egao
ima mo me ni ukabu

issho ni iru toki taisetsu na koto wo
itsumo oshiete kureta ne
dareka no tame ni shiawase wo
negau koto mo shitta yo

eien nante nai to omotte ita keredo
yubikiri wo shita toki tashika ni kanjita yo mou nido to aenai
dakedo kokoro no naka zutto anata wa iru kara

doushite anna ni tsuyoku nigitteta
anata no te wo hanashitan darou
sonna koto omottemo susumenai kedo
tama ni wa ii yo ne

deatta koto sura
kesshite shimaetara
kono sabishisa mo nakunaru
dakedo soredemo deatta koto yokatta to iikireru

kanashii koto ga attemo egao wasurenai to
anata to ano yoru ni yubikiri wo shita kara
kujikete shimaisou ni naru koto ga attemo
ashita ni wa waraeru hazu

yuugure no sora ni ukabu tsuki
anata wo omoidasu to
nijinde iku kedo ima
egao ni naru kara

eien nante nai to omotte ita keredo
yubikiri wo shita toki tashika ni kanjita yo
mou nido to aenai
dakedo kokoro no naka zutto anata wa iru
kanashii koto ga attemo egao wasurenai to
anata to ano yoru ni yubikiri wo shita yo ne
mou nido to aenai
dakedo kokoro no naka
zutto anata wa iru kara
egao wasurenai yo

Pinky Promise

Already I can longer return
You simply only passed me that time
I said I liked you, and you retured a smile
Even now, I can still see you
Being together is the most important thing
That’s what you told me
But I knew, I wished for happiness for someone else
I keep thinking “why did it not last forever?”,the way I felt when we make our pinky promise
We didn’t meet a second time, yet you are still here
In my heart
Why did I hold on so tightly
When I knew I had to let go of your hand
But if I think like that, I won’t go forward
but it’s okay to think about it once in a while
Even if we met again, I don’t think that
the loneliness would disappear
However, if we did meet, I know I’d be able
To say that I had a great time
Whenever there’s something sad, I remember your smile
When we made that pinky promise that night
Even if I’m to be crushed under all those things
I know that tomorrow, I’d smile
The moon hangs in the air at twilight
And I remembered youand start to smile
I keep thinking “why did it not last forever?”,the way I felt when we make our pinky promise
We didn’t meet a second time, yet you are still here in my heart
Whenever there’s something sad, I remember your smile
When we made that pinky promise that night
We didn’t meet a second time, yet you are still here
In my heart never forgetting your smile

ゆびきり

今はもう戻れない
あなたとただ二人きりですごしたあの頃
好きだったふとした仕草や笑顔
今も目に浮かぶ

-緒にいるとき大切なことを
いつも教えてくれたね
誰かのために　幸せを願うことも知ったよ

永遠なんてないと　思っていたけれど
ゆびきりをしたとき　確かに感じたよ
もう二度と会えない　だけど心の中
ずっと　あなたはいるから

どうしてあんなに強く握ってた
あなたの手を離したんだろう
そんなこと思っても進めないけど
たまにはいいよね

出会ったことすら消してしまえたら
この淋しさもなくなる
だけどそれでも出会ったこと
よかったと言い切れる

悲しいことがあっても　笑顔忘れないと
あなたとあの夜に　ゆびきりをしたから
くじけてしまいそうに　なることがあっても
明日には笑えるはず

夕暮れの空に浮かぶ月
あなたを思い出すとにじんでくけど
今　笑顔になるから

永遠なんてないと　思っていたけれど
ゆびきりをしたとき　確かに感じたよ
もう二度と会えない　だけど心の中
ずっと　あなたはいる
悲しいことがあっても　笑顔忘れないと
あなたとあの夜に　ゆびきりをしたよね
もう二度と会えない　だけど心の中
すっと　あなたはいるから
笑顔忘れないよ

Talented 19 year old Japanese girl

Nice day

2008-01-06T02:10:00.000-08:00

Dear and me woke up quite late at 3pm+ and had to get prepared to go out with dear to watch Alien vs Predator. Went 915 to buy hair gel at $18 as it quite dried at the end of my hair. Took bus to orchard cineleisure and bought our ticket for 8pm show. By the time we q till our turn it's almost full seated. But so tyco we got the seat at row A, last row from the screen and it's in the middle seats. In the meanwhile we went to eat ice cream at level 2 a place called 24hour. The name of it quite weird. Before going out from my house already promised dear to bring him go eat ice cream as it's his favourite. When he heard that i bringing him to eat ice cream his eyes opened so big and he looked shocked and happy. Finished the ice cream within 30mins and went to watch AVP 2. Overall for the show is nice especially when predator was hunting the alien. Predator still look cool as before. Love the fighting scene of them. Dear got scared quite a number of time when the alien suddenly attacked human. Predator came to vs alien 1 on 1, As i expected predator won. Haha. But a bomb landed and killed every1 in the town. I'll will rate it 4 out of 5 stars. But i hate the ending. Hope there will be AVP 3. Accompanied dear to walk 1 round of orchard as he doesn't want to go home so early. Chatted so many things while walking. It's so fun. Thanks for 2day my dear. Took bus home and right now his watching tv and me updating my blog. Hehe. Gotta joined him soon. *night*

Start of the day. It's raining!

Gay!

Journey to orchard.Tongues out!

Crazy us

Kisses

Kisses 2

Waiting for our ice cream!

Wa~ mocha

Nice nice

Muackz

Cant wait to start

Appreciating it alot

Yummy!

Unstoppable

His favourite dish

His design. Rojak

Mashmallow

We're done

AVP 2

On the way home. Looked tired but not at all.

Jian Bin Birthday!

2008-01-05T02:01:00.000-08:00

It's a normal school day for me. After school took bus home to change and waited for dear also to go down to pasir ris to jian bin bbq. Didn't feel quite well because of the headach so dear me jena and shu qing took cab home past midnight! *Nights*

I love this hairstyle

Kitty shoes-Bought from hong kong. So cute. Bear bear shoe

2008-01-03T09:44:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 12pm and started get prepared for school. I missed the 1st lesson haha. During lesson i keep pulling vyasa hair as it kind of cute for him to react when he's playing his psp and cant concentrate. After school went to meet my parents at kallang and he drove us to kallang airport to try out the food. Overall it's not bad. Headed home to watched 9pm tv show. And again tml is friday yeah yeah!!! Waiting waiting and waiting!

Wearing my lab coat during lab practical

Happy birthday MY BROTHER!

2008-01-01T22:35:00.000-08:00

It's my brother birthday. After dear went home for booking in to camp at 5pm. I went out to have family dinner at east coast park seafood restuarant. Quite crowded but the scenery not bad, can view the sea from 2nd storey. Have my favourite crab and drunk prawns and same other dishes. Some1 dedicated happy birthday song so during our meal i heard the song for 3 times at different timing. So many people birthday today. How i wish 1 day i can eat something more special but not crab and prawns anymore. Getting sick of it even though it's nice. Happy birthday to u~ Quickly get a girlfriend and our family will have 8 members. Haha. Went back from to watch 9pm tv show. Now then realise it worth to watched it. Went off to bed after that. Nights!

Crab!

New year eve!

2007-12-31T22:48:00.000-08:00

During lesson suddenly smell something nice. It's mac. So hungry. So i finding the one who bring mac to class. After that kitty carry the mac out of her bag. I was like WOW! Magic. Her bag actually put the whole thing in. Amanda and me laughed damn loud. Lolz. How considerate can she be without buying for me and amanda. Finished class at 12pm. Followed kitty to orchard as i also have nothing to do to meet her ku ching friend. She forever ku ching. Telling how nice ku ching is. U know how to get to ku ching? Imagine her in the sampan to her country. I mention i want to watch firework she also recommand ku ching firework can put up till 1hr+. Everything the best in ku ching right, kitty meow? So as usual went there to eat. Saw a Japanese boy he was so cute with dimples also. He don't mind us taking photo of him. So nice! Went home after that and fall asleep while waiting for dear to reach my house. Bought for me food from pasa malam. Delicious! Around 11.55pm standby at my living room window for firework. My living can view the whole town area. Quite nice. So sweet. Muacks. Hug*&Kisses*

Cute cute

Mac

Professor

missing you!

2007-12-31T01:00:00.000-08:00

Woke up early in the morning at 9AM? My silly dear keep disturbing me when i'm sleeping. Not long after my mum came back from market so helped her to prepared to the dishes for lunch. All is my favourite food. Duck soup, cucumber slice, vegetable and most important seafood, hum. Too bad dear don't eat much seafood so of cause all the hum is mine. Every sunday dear comfirm watch Happy sunday together with my mother. Still can comment how badly to contestant sing and their appearance. So nice to see them communicate. Realise i need to hand in MC for friday absence from school. It's dear packed my study table so i asked him straight for it. Searching for half an hour then realise it's not there, my blood really boiled at that time and abit pissed at him. Due to my character of cause i will say him. Know what my mum said? "You are suppose to pack the table yourself" this sentence from her makes me more angry but i kept quiet. Still cant find it so forget it. 4+ went out to meet li ling and aaron. Dear went home and change then came back to meet me awhile before going to his camp. Went home to rest awhile and came back at 11pm to eat chicken chop with li ling. But by the time i reached 844 the fellow closed his shop. So sad. We ate something else and headed home. nights nights^

While finding my MC happened to find my ear ring. Gay boy.

Filing with foot

Rebonding day!

2007-12-29T22:10:00.000-08:00

Woke up 10.30am straight to bath and everything went down to meet li ling and reach the salon at 11+am as our appointment is 11am. Early in the monring already crowded with alot of people. During the process, i feel like eating sweet corn so dear went pasa malam to buy shark fin, ball ball, sweet corn for me and li ling. Feel like a different person after rebonding. Went home after that rest awhile as it really tired to sit there sfor nearly 8 hrs? After coming out from house to meet li ling again to eat dinner and quarrel with dear again. He complained that he whole day was gone just like that as he felt very wasted cause he booking in tml. Went home to sleep as we too tired. Nitez

nice nice!

Sore throat infection

2007-12-28T23:31:00.000-08:00

Waited the doctor for nearly 1 and a half hour. After telling him the symptoms i have ask him why the fever and and msucle ach come so sudden. He said because of the throat infection causes fever and headach to come. Went home to eat medicine and striaght to bed. Finally it's night time feeling abit better. My boy came my house after booking out. Got to sleep again. Good nights!

Sick day!

2007-12-27T21:25:00.000-08:00

During the journey to school felt abit weird. Having headach and sore throat so i thought normal for me. During lesson i kept coughing non stop, i feel kind of irritated somemore the classroom was freaky cold. After that my headach worsen. Attended lesson for 1hr and took cab home. Slept all the way till going to reach my house. So nice of the uncle telling me haven reach yet still can sleep somemore. Behind alighting the uncle still wished me happy new year. When he talk to me i was shocked. He so handsome and so polite. Too bad i not feeling well. If not......haha. Slept till 7.30pm woke up and watch tv. Realise it so cold when the fan is not switch on. Having a slight fever and muscle ach. Mum bought me shark fin from tampine mall but it's not as nice as pasa malam. It's very thick and doesn't have crab stick inside. Parents kept asking me to see doctor and i rejected. Can't even walk properly still expect me to walk to 801 even though it's a short distance when i'm not sick. And need to wait for the q. Prefer staying at home lying on bed. Finally dear called me. Knew that i'm sick he nearly scream at me. Think he must be very heart pain knowing i having so much sickness. Tml it's time for him to book out once again i manage to see him. So excited. Coming my house to take care of me. So nice of him. Waiting waiting and waiting *LOVE* Going back to sleep again. *Night

我的爱情！

2007-12-27T01:30:00.000-08:00

如果时间能到回头，我希望能把握每一分每一秒和你在一起。
快乐的时间永远是这么的短暂。
我会永远追在你背后，跟着你的步行，默默的望着，守护着你避免你受伤害。
盼望着每一个拜五，你从兵营回来，在我家过夜，隔天一起出门玩耍和看电影。
喜欢你打扰我在睡觉的时侯。
喜欢你每晚睡觉前帮我按摩和抓痒。
喜欢你对我撒娇的样子。
喜欢当你在玩游戏而因为你的卡通人物死的伤心表情。好可爱喔！
喜欢你激怒我的时候。有点生气但回头想一想还蛮甜美的。
喜欢你过度的宠我，使到我更加的爱你。
等着你。永恒不变的爱！

他画的！

亲亲

断不开的爱情

25.12.06~26.12.07

2007-12-26T17:16:00.000-08:00

25.12.07 Woke up unwillingly by my boy at 4pm. So irritated when i'm sleeping soundly some1 keep using the pillow and hit u, calling u to wake up. After that went to meet li ling as she wanted to drink bubble tea. Alex and racheal came to meet us and i had part with my boy cause of booking in. Pool session till 9pm and went li ling house to see her play Fatal Frame. Quite scary but nice game. The way she played the game really cute and blur. She was an idiot when playing it and even got scared by the ghost in the game. lolx. We went pasa malam to grab something to eat as both of us were hungry. Went home straight and sooner or later i received call from her asking me how to solve the mystery in the game. So i directed her by watching the video of Fatal Frame. Gamers tend to upload that game on youtube which i think is quite useful. Stay up till 6am and went to sleep which my class start at 9am and 7am i had to wake up to prepare everything. So of course i overslept till 2pm. Didn't go to school for today. Went li ling house again to continue my profile of Fatal Frame which i'm stuck for a long time. Shall update again.

Christmas eve!!

2007-12-25T08:35:00.000-08:00

After school actually wanted to play pool at cineleisure, my classmates and i after eating at there my boy called me. Around 1pm he booked out so went to fetch him. Went home after that. Thanks for your hardwork li ling helping me to set up my blog template and everything. Only spend several hours to complete everything. Such a pro. Muackz!~ If it was me i might take few days to finish the whole thing. Went out to meet friends at orchard. So crowded. Saw an old woman fainted at there. Was thinking with an age of this still want to come crowded places. She's seriously looking for it. My boy was protecting me all the way through the whole event as there is too many black skins people. Every1 beside me was so tall and bigger size then me and pushing around so to prevent me from being squeeze he pushed the people behind him. Quite mean to them when i saw the impact on them. lolx So sweet~ After the crowded we went movie at 4am(I am legend). Not as nice as i thought. Went straight home after that around 6am+. *TIRED*

Had abit of quarrel cause of 1 friend of our. Abit pissed at my boy when he promised that it won't happened but he himself make it happened again. Teach me how to forgive him? A ger who talk bad stuffs about my boy in front of me? i already keep a distance from her yet u want to entertain her when she's appoaching u. Is not that i didn't brought up this matter before. Yet u still show me all this shit. What are u trying to prove? Testing my patience? What the fuck are u thinking. Don't alway say sorry after something happened when u don't even do or think before u act.

Glad that everything turns out to be misunderstanding. Satisfaction!

Silence

A small of crowd at orchard

I was being said by him for taking photo of him with the form on him instead of helping him to clean it away ^_^

Waiting for friend! waiting and waiting

Accompany me for waiting and waiting

Eiko Ron I simply love u!

Surprisingly the sun is late for christmas

Fantastic day!

2007-12-21T02:15:00.000-08:00

Started the day by waking up at 7am for school and leaving the house together with my boy. Ended school at 12pm ping came and fetch me again as usual. Planning to watch movie with him and classmates but receive a call from li ling that she and her bf wanted to go escape theme park. So i canceled the movie and headed home to change pants into short. The weather was freaky hot, every1 was sweating like hell. It's cost us $28 for 4 tickets. Li ling and i was shocked as it's so cheap. After having all the fun at there. We went for movie(warlords) at nearly midnight. Every1 was too exhausted,i nearly fall asleep during the show even though it's nice but damn long. At that time i was wondering why is it taking so long for the show to finish as it took 3hrs to complete.Headed home straight after movie.

During one of the rides. He's look more scare then me.lolx

Trying to spoil my image!

Lovely Couple, their bonding are strong.

They seem to be irritated by the hot weather

Jun Xian Love Li Ling Jasmine love Jian ping

Waiting for our movie. Can see that we are really tired.I enjoyed my day so much with them. Appreciate it lots